I'm developing a crush again on someone I know. She has boyriend and yet I am her myrmidon, I hasten to almsot everyone of her calls. I do this for everyone, I have freedom to be there, freedom to watch chaos only to not interject, interjection is a dangerous business, it's far better to observe. I thought about asking her to suck my dick, but that's simply rude but my mind has been running wild these days.
I watched Glee today with a group of Graduate students at their apartment building, there was one girl there who appeared to be very lissom, but who am I to guess? I've been sleeping more than I should lately, but I have also discovered that I am effulgence. Some time ago I would have minded, now I don't, it concerns me very little. Not much concerns me, I don't even concern me, I do like my cigarettes though.
I wish I was sexually appealing, as in when a girl looks at me she longs to remove my clothes. No, I am not tenebrous, I just want some form of attention that the other guys get. Instead of the, "i thought you were gay". It's not what you want to hear, but it's what you hear. Life is full of wonderful things, me being a tiny part of it.
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